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Upper East Side High V by heartless0romantic, literature

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Upper East Side High V

Somehow, I felt overwhelmed by fear. Terror. A feeling of suppressed anxiety, threatening to burst out. I looked around me but nobody was there. Just me. Me, the darkness and soft whispers floating gently through the air, barely audible yet frighteningly clear. Noises… coming from every dark corner. An amalgam of diffuse sounds, reaching my ears and sending chills up and down my spine. Someone was after me, I could feel it…still, nobody was there. Where was I… why was I here..? Sweat. I could feel sweat drops running down my neck, to my collarbone. Why did I feel that a place so apparently peaceful was so incredibly chaotic?

Absinthe by heartless0romantic, literature

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Absinthe

Insipid sighs of a supposedly untarnished world Fleeting by my jaded thoughts. The hopeless expectation of a better life Tearing my every dream apart. Take it all away, my love. Make the sunset dawn in my heart Make it all withdraw, my love Speak to the demons in my head Haunt my every secret dream Wake my every shattered hope Fight my every fragile fear Fix my every broken oath Shake my world from its beliefs Steal my every brittle breath Break my every daunting doubt Raise the sun for me once more In a blue eye rests my love Scatter it all over you Share it with the earth above As I fell under the world we knew

Smile. It hides everything. by heartless0romantic, literature

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Smile. It hides everything.

“Who am i?” Should be the question. “Why am I here? What is my goal?” Unlike many others, ironically lucky enough to bathe in a pool of blissful ignorance, I am perfectly aware of what my goal is: making people smile… laugh, cry, think, suffer, doubt, sing, hate, possess, LIVE. And then just disappear from their lives. That is what I was born for. Sounds sad, doesn’t it… Being caught in my own ephemeral existence, with no escape, no fleeting chance of hope, which, theoretically, is supposed to spray eternal. I am mearly a pragmatic passenger through this long, bumpy journey called life. Here to observe

Upper East Side IV by heartless0romantic, literature

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Upper East Side IV

“Oi! Where’s my breakfast?” I tried to ignore Steve’s annoying remarks and hid my face deeper in the pillows. This morning started too early off anyway. Or so it felt. “Yo, get up, I’m friggin hungry!” Kicking the side of the bed in anger, I took the pillow and placed it over my head, hoping to get rid of the high pitched tone of a hungry fourteen year old boy. And my night went so well, considering that I had a pleasantly freakish dream which included Michelle and Liz having an oil wrestle to win a free trip to Rio De Janeiro. “Gaah, just put some milk in a bowl, you fucking moron…” I mum

Upper East Side High III by heartless0romantic, literature

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Upper East Side High III

“You’re gaga over this chick” said Liz while we were crossing the street to reach 5th Avenue. She flipped her hair and looked at me with an ironic smile. Her tight Anarchy t-shirt managed to make any man passing by, sneak a peak at her curvy forms. I smiled and took her hand in mine, thinking to myself that even though this girl’s madly annoying at times, she’s the best friend I ever had. Smart enough to start a political world war, beautiful enough to get everyone’s attention when she wanted to, clumsy enough to break an entire china shop without the help of a bull, stubborn enough to make you feel like she

Walk away by heartless0romantic, literature

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Walk away

Look at me now, have you had enough? Do you love me now, when you're not so tough? Do you want me now, when my soul's destroyed? Do you fear me now, when i am your lord? Look at me i said, you worm! Let me see you dig and squirm, Let me watch you beg and plead Listen to me, hear me scream! No, not me, my soul within.. You don't know me well enough To see that inside i'm not tough I'm a weak fuck, did you know? But i never let it show Look at me you bitch! you fake! Like being tied to a chair leg? Well i don't give a flying fuck Cause it's me you always mock Suffer next to me i said! Get out of my mind and bed I have no one

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About heartless0romantic

Apr 3
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The Holy Fonz.

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FightClub, Perfume: The story of a murderer. Though the book was much better.

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Metallica, Dimmu Borgir, Muse, Nickelback, MCR, Hoobastank, Slipknot, etc etc etc.

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Retards are politically allowed to be arrogant. It's considered to be cute. therefore: me.

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Pacman. mmmm

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Life and art. though those two mix together quite nicely.

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Feb 21, 2009

Oh well, guess who's back

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A miracle, i know. Now i have no idea if i'll upload more stuff, seems like people are slowly leaving dA, and i can't really blame them. Anyway. I've got this engaging new post on my blog, for those who are interested in knowing what makes a good sex session.. a good sex session. *smiles* Top 10 Songs To Make Love To. http://middle.of.nowhere.com/ Check it out if you're interested. Proud member of: ~Ex-po-zure (https://www.deviantart.com/ex-po-zure) :iconphotography-key: :iconrowatch: :iconwordcount: :iconsoul-perfume:

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Mar 7, 2008

Get up and scream...

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...that life is beautiful, no matter how difficult and crappy it might get along the way. ...that love is the one thing you need, even though it will be the one thing which will take you down later in life. ...that you are free to do whatever the hell you want because it's YOUR life. Yours, and nobody else's. So with all the respect, if anyone steps into your life and starts bossing you around, tell them to go gently fuck themselves. ...that your dreams are worth fighting for. No matter what the price is. ...that you are the ruler of your own destiny. It might not be true, but it sure as hell makes you feel good. ...that you love this ha

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Jan 27, 2008

Make a change

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Breaking new grounds  this is what the world is all about nowadays. Inventing the new and improved  atomic bomb, using genetic modifications to create live, healthy clones, testing all the new beauty because youre worth it products on animals, creating the very first time machine, youth potion, huge vegetables and.. flying leprechauns. But what happened if they stopped for just one second and thought about the consequences? Oh great, we invented an atomic bomb which can wipe off half of the planets living creatures with its toxic gas. NOW what do we do with it? What the world doesnt understand these days

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Jan 22, 2009

Okay, how are you?
So nice to hear from you in.....
Yeah. Thanks!
Wtf dada?

wannaloredana

Jan 2, 2009

HAHAHAHA. okay, sorry, couldn't handle it. so.. HAHAHA. HA. fun fun fun. *grins* yeah, very well done.

fahhhhh

Nov 22, 2008

Hello there, thanks for stopping by my gallery and faving. I really appreciate the support!

Nov 12, 2008

Ey ey.
I wasn't sure if you got my notes, or if Criss was reading them again, hell if I knew, but I don't have another day off until like. Saturday, then I've got one off the next tuesday.
So message me, and we'll figure somethin' out. Mmkay bitch?
*laughs*

Nov 16, 2008

Nah nobody read my messages, i just didn't have a chance to reply. i wrote it all in a note. *glomps you*

Nov 17, 2008

Okay, I was worried, then paranoid, then worried, then not so worried. *nods and laughs*
Cause I mean, like, for realz, I'm not even sure anymore. And look at my typing, you KNOW I'm not even ehre half the time anymore. *sighs and kicks a rock*
So yes. Reply back, betch.
*smirks*